i give up

It has been 4 years i know you. We haven been through this before but til today i see no changes. So i just give up upon you. I have never meet anyone like you before. But i actually like for who you are- straight forward, caring and loving. But you just hurt people's feelings so deeply without even thinking before you open you mouth. So i gave you time to change although they were many bad talks behind you which i knew all about.So as i friend i did not want to hurt your feelings instead i came all those bad talks into a tank which is my heart.Sooner or later the tank will burst.Guess what, it did...at that point my anger was off hands that i could not think what was right and wrong so i saw you online and scolded you...trust me in a very nice way but you only replied as sarcasms.I was soooo pist off.Then when school reopen we did not talk because i hated looking at you.You really let me down was the thing that kept flashing into my mind when i looked at you. You did not even bother to say anything to any of us instead you ignored us.So yesterday when i saw you chatting with one of our gang i was like..so in the mood to talk already la. Then when i find out why you were ignoring us i got even more pist off because it was not relevant at all.The only thing that i could solve it was confront you.So I spoke to you in private.Your reasons was soooo stupid.It was so unreasonable....according to you, you think the way i scold you was wrong because through facebook???!! my dear i was filled with anger i saw you online so i just burst out.I cant be thinking what is right and wrong...i cant control my anger. Don't think I'm always laughing and smiling i don't have anger issues.Then you said you cant change not even reduce or control it but we have to adjust to your attitude...What the hell????!!!! we have been adjusting with your attitude for 4 years ...why cant you do the same thing???!! When we were doing the talk...you were crying.I did not even bother crying cause its just a waste of time.My heart was boiling with anger....I did not even feel like looking at you.Then it was getting late and we had to go...we did not even conclude anything.The talk was just a waste of time.First time in life....i actually don't bother concluding a fight. I just gave up...i don't care....